Kamis, 06 Mei 2010

Lagu untuk hal yang tak pasti

Boulevard

I don't know why, You said goodbye
Just let me know you didn't go forever my love
Please tell me why, You make me cry
I beg you please on my knees if that's what you want me to

Never knew that it would go so far
When you left me on that boulevard
Come again you would release my pain
And we could be lovers again

Just one more chance, Another dance
And let me feel it isn't real that I've been losing you
This sun will rise, Within your eyes
Come back to me and we will be happy together


Maybe today, I'll make you stay
A little while just for a smile and love together
For I will show, A place I know
In Tokyo where we could be happy forever


Akhinya bisa ngeblog lagi,dapet juga feelnya,walaupun saya juga gak ngerti feel baik apa buruk.kangen sekali ngblog,udah berbulan" blog ini gak d post yang baru".
sebenernya sih mau d post tapi belum slesai semua msh jadi draff.:-p
baiklah mengapa saya bisa dapet feel lagi? jawabnya mungkiin karena lagu ini,huff lagu yang punya sejarahnya,yaitu lagu dimana oom/paman/wak saya yang sedang sakit jantung karena terjadi pemelaran.;( kasihan semoga bisa sembuh.amin Ya Allah..
kembali ke lagu ini,lagu ketika oom saya itu pertama kali baru bisa memainkan gitar,sekitar tahun 70-an,lagi beken"ny lagu in saat itu.. wah memang ternyata semuanya tau nih lagu,mama,tante tau semua ternyata.hhhaa..
termasuk saya juga yang langsung suka begitu pertama dengar musik dan lirik yang teramat dalam dan menyayat hati.huf..
yaitu sebuah lirik yang terkisahkan suatu ketidak jelasan suatu hubungan yang begitu kuat kasih sayangnya,kesetian nya bisa hancur..
kebingungan seseorang yang di tinggalkan tanpa suatu hal yang jelas dan sebuah perubahan yang di sengaja ataupun tidak,karena ke tidak jelasan tadi..
Mengikis hati saya yang tak bercelah lagi.. dari setiap malam ke malam semua berlalu seperti hanya menuju kekacau balauan. . . bersama lagu ini terungkap suatu ketidak pastian dari apa yang telah terjadi sampai saat ini,yahh sepertinya telah terlupakan semua mimpi dan apapun yang telah terajadi,tetapi satu faktor x itu tak pernah bisa dilupakan.itulah keganjilan nya. .
"I don't know why? you said goodbye.. Please tell me why? you make e cry.."
sedikit lirik itu.. mewakilkan bnyak pertanyaan di kepala,dibalik kekerasan hati dan jalan menuju kehancuran ini.
lalu "for I will show,a place I know,in tokyo where we could be happy forever.."
ini menyatakan sedikit dari banyak mimpi yang ingin di capai,dan tersendak karena masalah" yang tak pasti ini..
Dibalik setiap kebencian ini,dari apa yang telah di dengar,dilihat,dirasakan dengan hati,yang membuat semuanya hancur tak bersisa,yang membuat rasa sakit ini tak pernah sembuh,bahkan telah membusuk dengan perihnya,masih sedikit dirasakan kasih sayangnya di sebuah tempat sempit yang gelap tertutup tebalnya hitam kebencian yang hampir tak terbendung..
saya tidak mengerti itu,sedikit hal yang saya tahu kasih saya tidak pernah akan hilang begitu saja pada orang" yg pernah saya sayangi,seperti mama papa,adek ku,semua yg pernah kusayangi,.
saya tahu itu tak akan pernah bisa hilang..
saya dalam kebimbangan apa,bagaimana,kapan,mungkinkah?saya tidak mengerti dengan apa yang ingin diperbuat..
belum ada titik terang yang menjadi penunjuk arah saya untuk berjalan mewujudkan semua mimpi"...

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I do not know when to begin having sex weight loss since circulated on the Internet saying: "To lose weight fast Yeah love, love lose weight by fast!" Corresponding with this, China has also been circulating, "a drop of sperm 10 drops of blood" argument. So, really love to lose weight will pernicious to health? They really can lose weight? Ejaculation can cause great loss of nutrients? NO!
A loss of nutrition = ejaculation spit saliva
in ancient times the human body do not quite understand on their own. They are often based on some simple things complicated phenomenon to guess the truth. For example, hair, loss of teeth and mean old age and death, this is an obvious fact. Thus they speculated that the body loss of anything, necessarily lead to health damage, especially in men's semen, which groups like thick white substance, has nurtured generations of mysterious function, its loss will naturally be that has a more mysterious nature of the injury to life.
healthy male ejaculation time around about 5 ml sperm injection. Modern medicine semen analysis, semen these ml, about survival of the 200 million or so sperm. Biochemical analysis of the result, the semen of 98% water, about 2% of the remaining protein and RNA, there are very few trace elements, such as zinc. These figures came out, we find that men living in the one-time loss of what is so negligible. Analogy,short sleeves gowns 300$, a fine shot and spit saliva by an almost equal loss of nutrients. Never heard of spit saliva will cause "kidney deficiency" or require "tonic" of.
sex will cause excessive physical exertion? NO!
male sex calories = 1 medium-speed bicycle 1 km
; and,lace wedding dresses, accordingly, and also to talk about sexual life from another perspective the harm to men, that sexual activity exhaustion. In this promotion, "Life is movement\Similarly, when we come across good purists have done experiments and found a passionate life and the speed of one kilometer cycling calories consumed almost. On this planet,wedding dresses 2010, an estimated tens of millions of men sitting on a bike on two wheels "exhaustion\spiritual vitality.
female sex calories burned 1 = jogging for 20 minutes
do a love, women will consume how many calories? Peak from the incense burner to get the calculation, the following detailed description.

stripped gently caress gently kiss tongue deep kissing move the body using sound

10 calories 10 calories ; 17 calories 65 calories 38 calories

Day condom flexion riding position ; back bit experience orgasm

6 calories 25 calories 25 calories 12 calories, 100 calories
; These are just the most basic estimates, if coupled with changes in position, then the normal position (20 calories), Li (26 calories), riding (60 calories), lateral (26 calories); change in the insert of the state position, needs 42 calories each.
this way, ordinary sex once, about 20 minutes jogging to consume calories. This exercise will lead to fatigue it? For most people, I am afraid the answer is: NO!
Therefore, normal sex is not caused by excessive physical exertion. However, as to how much weight loss, may vary, different story